Will be on hiatus. My husband and I are splitting up. I can no longer lie to myself about not wanting to have kids. Even though it's not a guaranteed thing with my PCOS, I can't live with myself unless I at least try.  He has always been upfront that he did not want more children....which when the doctors were pretty sure I couldnt have one that was fine, it was a relief. But then the doctors had run some tests and said that I had a green light I just needed to try THATS when the whole thing changed, and I changed That was right before my step daughter got pregnant. Just goes to show that a little bit of hope can be a destructive thing.  We are and probably will remain very much in love with each other but there is no getting around this, so here we are both destroyed.